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[22 Nov 2010|11:51am] |
My mind has been elsewhere. I haven't updated since winning at Cincinnati. We lost the following week to Baltimore; I really wanted to beat those guys. A lot has happened in the last three weeks. I've fought with Francis, we're 1-2 in that span, and we lost our number-one and -two quarterbacks to possible season-ending injuries. We're fuckin' five-and-five, man! We're not a .500 team! This is bullshit. Now, I'm getting mad again.
Anyway, here's what I've been doing:
@BAL, L 26-10 (16 tackles [9 solo])
TEN, W 29-17 (8 tackles [6 solo], forced fumble)
CHI, L 16-0 (11 solo tackles, sack)
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| Halloween: @CIN, W 22-14. |
[31 Oct 2010|10:02am] |
Five field goals or not, a win is a win. There's all this talk about how Cincinnati supposed to be one of the teams to beat this year because they was able to sign Terrell Owens to go along with Chad Ochocinco. Well, that shit didn't work here. And after last week's fuck-up on the refs, I was out for blood. That was bullshit. Baltimore's up next. Three consecutive games in the AFC North; we should be 3-0 there. We'll be 2-1, though. Confidence we need to build on today's win.
I was able to have a good time last night (without drinking) and still have a good game today after taking a late flight to get here. Thanks to Francis. She told me I shouldn't dwell on the game against Pittsburgh and to not drink, or my focus would be off. Good look, baby.
[ 14 tackles (11 solo), pass defensed. ]
[ Private to Francis. ]
I heard some shit before leaving Cincinnati that I need to speak to you about.
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| PIT, L 23-22. |
[25 Oct 2010|09:55am] |
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I think [Channing] Crowder said it best: The refs called a great game -- for the Steelers.
I don't care if I get fined for criticizing the officials after this one. Fuck them, man! I think it's clear who the league wants to play in the Super Bowl. Shit was fuckin' rigged, man.
[ 8 tackles (6 solo), forced fumble. ]
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| Getting Back on Track (@GB, W 23-20 in OT) |
[21 Oct 2010|09:52am] |
Maybe we can start a new winning streak and have it be longer than two games this time. We played a solid game for the most part. I still need to play better, though.
Shouts to the boy James Harrison. I dig where he coming from; I don't blame him for considering retirement. I mean, they're diluting our game. I will be getting fined and possibly suspended Sunday, because this crackdown is motivation. The NFL is making the game softer than Roseanne's son!
[ 6 tackles (4 solo). ]
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| Ultimatums: To You Both. |
[07 Oct 2010|02:30am] |
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Damn this shit. You want answers? Well, how about I don't give 'em? And that better be fuckin' good enough. I'm a grown-ass man; I don't have to answer shit I don't want to. Deal with it. There's my answer. Now. Fuckin' ultimatums and shit. Do you know who I am? Matter fact, here's an ultimatum for your ass: Stop giving me ultimatums, or else!
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| Jhonny + Tom = Clash of the Titans. Right? (NE, L 41-14.) |
[05 Oct 2010|02:23am] |
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I probably had the worst game of my life last night. I was missing tackles and shit, letting former practice squad players run right by me. I couldn't focus on the task at hand. I just got a lot going on right now, I guess. Gotta get some things in order. Football seems to be taking a backseat.
[ 4 solo tackles. ]
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| Beginning practice (second portion of the two-a-day). |
[30 Sep 2010|01:22pm] |
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Let's see how this week goes. No distractions and a good week of practice should do the trick. I've never had two subpar games in a row, unless I was out with an injury and didn't play at all -- let alone two consecutive primetime games. I gotta show my ass this week!
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| Ain't That A... (NYJ, L 31-23.) |
[26 Sep 2010|10:44pm] |
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Look, I'll take some of the blame for what happened tonight. I honestly was distracted; my mind was elsewhere tonight, and it should've been fully on the Jets. I misread some things on the field and confused it with what I thought I saw on film, and I put some guys in the wrong position. It's Teddy's mom, man. Girl got me going crazy. The first game my son comes to see me at, and we lose. We'll get it together. I'll get it together. I'll be back on my shit next week.
[ 8 tackles. ]
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| Undefeated! (@MIN, W 14-10.) |
[21 Sep 2010|02:13am] |
On my way to the crib now. Feels good to be back home this week and we're 2-0. I'm a little upset we couldn't contain AD for the most part; but I did stop his ass when it counted the most -- the game-saver. The yardage wasn't as pretty as last week, but the score is lovely.
I wish the fuckin' Saints was on our schedule.
[ 18 tackles (11 solo), forced fumble. ]
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| Season opener. (@BUF, W 15-10.) |
[12 Sep 2010|05:01pm] |
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Our season officially opened today, and it started out positively. My ankle feels pretty good. It behaved enough to let me have a good performance. Proud of our defense after this Week 1! 166 total yards was all we gave up! We'll be back next week for some more. Shouts to the boy Hendricks for a gritty performance -- him and B-Marsh. We all have the makings of something real special here this season.
Gotta make a call to my son now.
[ 9 tackles (7 solo), sack. ]
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| Hit Motherfuckin' Hard! |
[14 Aug 2010|02:02am] |
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I think I just lost everything, man. It hasn't quite hit me yet, but as I'm thinking about it right this moment, I may be done. I'm drinking half a bottle of Merlot that been here, more than a six-pack of beer, and I think I got some liquor. Let me check. Hopefully, this can heal my [severely sprained] ankle. [Fuck] that; I'm playing today! If I ruin my career today, then it was meant to be!
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| Reminder. |
[08 Aug 2010|08:08am] |
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I'ma have to remind myself not to run on the beach again. Can't do that no more. Matter fact, fuck that beach, man. Not even going just to go.
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| Expectations. |
[03 Aug 2010|03:48am] |
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Your boy is real excited right now. This is a high time in his life. He's expecting to have a career year, plus he's expecting.
My son should grace us with his presence some time prior to the start of the regular season. I have to give up to my baby Francis. She been putting up with me and him for the last nine months; she's tough for it. I think it has shaped her for the better, hardened her in some instances. But we ready! Here we come.
When my son arrives, you will kiss the baby.
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| Preparation. |
[30 Jul 2010|07:02am] |
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Camp [is] starting soon. Time to start hurting cats.
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| Lost. |
[11 Feb 2010|03:19pm] |
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I'm trippin' lately. I just spent ridiculous amounts of cash, and I normally don't go nuts like this. I bought a fuckin' Ferrari that I don't even want and an $80,000 watch! I don't know if I want to stay in Miami no more, either. I don't know, man. My life seems to be spiraling out of control -- fast. I can't even get in contact with my team's front office, see about staying put. Recent events, man. Got me thinkin'. Should sit my ass down somewhere. Life should come easy to someone like me, you know? I'm rare; I'm aware that I'm rare. It happens to the best of us, though. I gotta hop a plane, though. Damn.
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| To Be Released... |
[04 Feb 2010|01:00pm] |
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I guess it was made public news that I'm unhappy with Oakland and the direction they're going in. Some of the media caught up with me today and asked me how I felt. I'm happy! Now, that puts more pressure on them to grant me my release. You know they don't want to pay ya' boy if I'll be considered a distraction. That team has more distractions than one could count, though. I can happily say that I'll be a free agent some time before March 1st. They won't want to give me a roster bonus as it'll be well over $2 million. Until I'm officially released, I can't talk to any other teams, though.
So, let's go! Can I get the support to be free! Let Jhonny walk! Let's start the chants, y'all! Come on, now! Somebody bring me back some money, please!
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[30 Jan 2010|10:26am] |
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What a time I'm having down here in Miami, mixing it up with the Pro Bowlers. It's a little disappointing I couldn't get in, but what can you do about Ray Lewis. Right? The black hole (Oakland) will swallow you whole if you let it. Anyway, I'm enjoying my time here. Miami could be a stop for me. I'm currently negotiating a release or trade from the Raiders. I need a change of scenery. We'll see, though.
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